Nice to see some older folks. What brings you here?
Hello, nice to meet you too. I have major depressive disorder and severe anxiety.Since I've graduated high school ; I came down with a terrible ear ache and vertigo, and after a few years of treatment ;it's gone.During those years, I've been in and out of college , to my dismay I can't make it there for even a day, and it's the same with any job. After 7 years of perplexing on my situation, I've decided to book an appointment with a psychiatrist, and from there I've been hopping from one psychiatrist to another due to their nonchalant attitude towards my suffering. I started to cut myself and was hospitalized for three days; the experience there was harrowing, the doctor was unprofessional by using manipulation to shift the blame on me and the nurse told me to kill myself,and started to proselytizing religious nonsense while at it.Then my mom coerced the doctors to get me out of there because they don't allow her to see me. Then my mom took me to another psychiatrist ,and I was lucky to hit on a medication that help me to balance my mental health though it's not helping me all the time,but it's better after a year worth of psychological abuse by psychiatrists.From there onwards my trust to any psychiatrist; eroded, and I just visit the doctor for my prescription without voicing out my inner sanctum, but answer them only with interjections. Now I'm afraid of getting a job, and my mom been supporting me financially.She's a single mom, and my dad was never there for the family. I wanna to sell posters but I'm tentative about it, maybe I'm afraid of failure.I'm 26 without any education and a job. Then I was searching on ways to ctb and stumbled across this goldmine. Failing to Ctb scares the hell out of me but it's the only way for me to not suffer anymore. Sorry if I bother you with this long story of my life. :) sorry for my bad english cause it's not my native tongue. Thanks for reading this.
Why hello! That's a really nice sketch by the way. Do you have more to share?
Well, hello my friend, thanks for the praise. Yes I have more sketches but I don't know where to share it. Thanks