Hello 👋

[madet_]

I decided that I made up my mind to attempt suicide by jumping again by the end of this year. (During November)
Thanks for the moderators who accepted my account into this website, I wanted to at least talk about my feelings before I actually did it.
This will be my 3rd attempt of trying to die so hopefully it works this time.
And nice to meet you all.

 

[Im my own Catalyst]

Good on you for not giving up! And I hope 3rd times the charm.

 

[MrDarkness]

Nice to meet you, I hope your able to find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I admire those with the courage for this method as jumping sounds terrifying to me. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[madet_]

I admire those with the courage for this method as jumping sounds terrifying to me. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

I'm not exactly sure if I can call myself courageous for it since I've been called a coward when I've tried bringing up the topic to my mom. Haha..

I admire those with the courage for this method as jumping sounds terrifying to me. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

But again, thanks.

 

[CandyK__]

I've been called a coward when I've tried bringing up the topic to my mom.

It's not cowardness to be scared to CTB, especially by this method. Nor is it bad to change your mind.

The person you're now, and one you'll be by the attempt are different people. It's not a failure not to die, or to die it simply is.

There's no shame in living, and no shame in dying. We just die earlier or later. I'd encourage you to keep going, but it's just my bias in favor of life.

If you want to talk, hmu(discord?). What you'll choose, is the best for you.

 

[madet_]

It's not cowardness to be scared to CTB, especially by this method. Nor is it bad to change your mind.

The person you're now, and one you'll be by the attempt are different people. It's not a failure not to die, or to die it simply is.

There's no shame in living, and no shame in dying. We just die earlier or later. I'd encourage you to keep going, but it's just my bias in favor of life.

If you want to talk, hmu(discord?). What you'll choose, is the best for you.

Thanks for the assurance and comfort, I really needed it. I'm glad that I can talk about this a little.

And what is hmu? I do have discord though.

 

[CandyK__]

And what is hmu?

hit me up, like just let's get in touch, You can PM me your discord if you feel like talking. If you have some difficulties, just quote this message and I'll send you mine.

 

[Sweet Tart]

It's not cowardness to be scared to CTB, especially by this method. Nor is it bad to change your mind.

The person you're now, and one you'll be by the attempt are different people. It's not a failure not to die, or to die it simply is.

There's no shame in living, and no shame in dying. We just die earlier or later. I'd encourage you to keep going, but it's just my bias in favor of life.

If you want to talk, hmu(discord?). What you'll choose, is the best for you.

Beautifully said.

 

[Valky]

Candy already said it beautiful, I don't have much to add, only, that I wish you all the best, whatever you decide to do. Either option is valid and we won't judge you for it :)

In that sense, welcome to SaSu! I hope you can also find some comfort in talking to people on here.

 

[Lost Magic]

 

[madet_]

hit me up, like just let's get in touch, You can PM me your discord if you feel like talking. If you have some difficulties, just quote this message and I'll send you mine.

My discord is _madet_
The new update is very confusing right now so I hope you'll be able to add me.
And again, nice to meet you.

 

[love_peep]

I wish you good luck because I know that it's not so easy to get out of here by suicide

 

[CandyK__]

My discord is _madet_
The new update is very confusing right now so I hope you'll be able to add me.
And again, nice to meet you.

Ok I've sent a request. your profile pic is "Hello I'm Under the Water please help me" right?
my discord is candykozak
in case you didn't get it