Hello!

[fsm-sv]

I've been lurking in this forum for a bit, so I decided to properly join, 'cause, why not? I'm probably not going to be here for long as I've already acquired everything required to ctb (a lot of SN + tablets w/ dimenhydrinate (thanks for all the resources provided on this forum btw, they were of great help)), so I'm prepared for when the last glimmer of hope eventually leaves me, but until then I'll hang around here for a bit.

 

[AllMyDreams]

Welcome to the forum. Since you have everything you need to ctb, I honestly would advise trying to live for another half a year or so if you have any second thoughts. I read that, for example, doctors in Belgium found that once patients were granted the right to euthanasia, many of them actually experienced improvements in their lives, because people knew that they wouldn't be trapped in decades of depression if their life went wrong. This could be you because you'll be able to live with less anxiety knowing that now, you have an 'emergency brake'. In a way, your acquiring SN could be another chance at life (especially if you are under 23, because the brain can rapidly change and stabilize at those ages).

No matter what you do I hope you find peace, and if you want to talk about anything do message me.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief having everything that you need for ctb, I wish you the best.