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Jamesun

Jamesun

No longer human.
Feb 23, 2022
127
I can start by saying that I decided to die once and for all, I'm still thinking about some things, I just want to thank everyone who helped me and talked to me during my stay here.
And I could say that I'm still a little undecided how to do it, I'm thinking of maybe having an overdose of fluoxetine or methylphenidate or maybe hanging myself, although I hardly know about this, or the most common of these just cut me and maybe I could fold a three although I don't know which way yet.
I can only say thank you for everything, they have helped me a lot, I hope and they can continue with their objectives, maybe it will be a goodbye, thank you.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
i wish you the best with your plans <3
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,244
I wish you all the best and I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. If you are really sure you should go for full suspension hanging and not for an OD, just my opinion, it's ofc all up to you! I hope you find peace & freedom you are searching for!
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,690
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. When it comes to method though- I'd strongly advise you do your research. I'm no expert but as I understand it, OD's rarely work and can sometimes lead to serious longterm health issues- like major organ damage. Like I say- I don't know for sure but please find out before attempting anything. I have a feeling it's difficult to overdose on Fluoexetine for example. No one deserves to make their situation worse.
 
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Jamesun

Jamesun

No longer human.
Feb 23, 2022
127
I wish you all the best and I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. If you are really sure you should go for full suspension hanging and not for an OD, just my opinion, it's ofc all up to you! I hope you find peace & freedom you are searching for!
Thank you, I appreciate it, although I feel that the full suspension could be the option I choose.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,234
I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, I admire those with the courage for full suspension hanging.
 
delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
I wish you the best on finding your peace.
 
AntiAll

AntiAll

Pathetic lifeforms
Jun 22, 2023
15
Wish you to have peace in your choice.. I would actually prefer to do it with the pills .. Hanging would be painful while cutting takes a long time.. in pills you will lose consciousness and leave this hell without even noticing it + it is available and cheap with small precentage of you being healed at the hospital ..
And if you're not living alone
I would recommend you to take them at late night and immediately go to sleep so that no one would notice you and all would think that you are "just sleeping"
Again wish you the best ..I'm impressed by your bravery
 

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