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ocean_corks

ocean_corks

Member
Dec 27, 2021
6
Lurked, left, came back to lurk some more, so I signed up. I was out of the loop on all this drama from external forces. It's a shame, like a.s.h., and will probably be a 'pushing things around on the plate' dynamic for a long time to come, with sites and groups coming and going. That's part of why I finally posted. There's never going to be safe harbor, so I might as well jump into the here-and-now.

I guess I'm not ready to have a story yet, or maybe share the kernel of one that's floating around. But I feel the most serene and certain, about the bus, than I have before, so I'm saying Hello. In a very Internal Family Systems (IFS) way, I'm acquainted with the parts of me that help make ctb right for me.

That can be enough for now I suppose.
 
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Onthe29th

Onthe29th

Experienced
Dec 28, 2021
255
Welcome to SS

We all have our reasons to be here and the people here will support you .
 
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Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
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Welcome to the forum!

Yes, vicious attacks by external forces have necessitated some changes (not to everyone's liking), but the site continues to be a safe haven for those wanting to catch the bus.

I wish you the best.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also feel certain about ctb, I have never wanted to be alive in the first place. Ctb is the only thing that feels right for me. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 

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