My heart breaks for you, 100% for real, completely honest.
You have SS and so many outstanding loving souls here and also, I hold you close to my heart. It may be words on a screen, BUT I am a human who cares about you so much. Like I have mentioned so many times on here I have had an interesting ride through life so far and that is why I can relate, and I want the very best for you.
I may be in the Midwest in the U.S. BUT I am with you in spirit, and we are ALL the same period.
Sending you huge hugs from my long arms, I am way over 6 ft tall and very long arms physically and also emotionally as we ARE family 1st and foremost.
Lots of beautiful sunny blue skies, warm breezes flowing over you, and the knowledge that we are hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder forever.
Walter