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imjustherehi
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- Dec 20, 2021
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My bf we were long distance he blocked me and I can't get over him ); I felt a connection, I don't really to anywhere social so we used to call and text everyday , I miss him so much and bc I couldn't go to him and I got drunk a couple of days ago he blocked me ): I feel so hurt and whenever I try speak to someone else it's just not the same I can't seem to move on. everyday is just loneliness for me. I am hoping to ctb and have plans to in a few days soon and Ik it was just online but he doesn't even care. I am scared if I don't ctb I'll be alone forever and always hurting. Not finding a purpose in life, I am tired of losing people too I am just alone everyday and I have no friends either. I'm trying to stay positive but it's hard. He was the only person I had and now I literally have no one. I just want a good life I'm meant to start work and college this January but I don't think it'll get better I'm scared I won't get over him, and it'll get worse I miss being important to someone. I never had family that ever cared much either, I'm going to be gone and I don't have a way to say goodbye I don't think would care anyway. I just don't know if there's hope
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