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unabletocope

I'd like to shut down
Mar 13, 2024
727
Final component I need for my SN or chloroquine, I can't get it. Not sure I can get it off the dark web as I am banned from PayPal (bought XMR and apparently that is suspicious). Any advice? Just want to die now and get on with it
 
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Specialist
Mar 12, 2024
392
You can use a different benzo like diazepam, lorazepam, alprazolam etc. Just adjust the dose accordingly. You can use the benzodiazepine equivalence table to get an idea of the relative strengths.
 
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unabletocope

I'd like to shut down
Mar 13, 2024
727
You can use a different benzo like diazepam, lorazepam, alprazolam etc. Just adjust the dose accordingly. You can use the benzodiazepine equivalence table to get an idea of the relative strengths.
Fair enough, still not sure how to get benzos in my position though
Really struggling with this, please help it's the last barrier between me finally finding peace
 
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unabletocope

I'd like to shut down
Mar 13, 2024
727
Starting to panic about this, please help me I'm worried I won't be able to get benzos and in turn won't be able to carry out my attempt properly
 
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Endisclose

Specialist
Oct 23, 2023
364
Starting to panic about this, please help me I'm worried I won't be able to get benzos and in turn won't be able to carry out my attempt properly
I believe benzos aren't strictly necessary. There have been cases who've ctb'ed successfully without benzos..

 
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[..redacted..]

Specialist
Mar 12, 2024
392
Fair enough, still not sure how to get benzos in my position though
Really struggling with this, please help it's the last barrier between me finally finding peace
I'll PM you
 

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