Venting Having the ability to exist will always be beyond dreadful

[FuneralCry]

Having the ability to exist will always be beyond dreadful no matter what, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with something as futile and torturous as human existence, I find it beyond tragic how humans so harmfully impose decades of meaningless suffering onto others.

It's just horrific to me how humans procreate even know there are no disadvantages to never existing at all yet there is no limit as to how torturous existing can get, I find it disturbing how humans are capable of suffering to the most extreme extents all while they are just waiting to die in an existence that was always so pointless in the first place.

Existence itself really is the true problem and is nothing but suffering and in my case I don't want to suffer in any way which is why I'd always prefer to not exist, I see no value in being trapped in this hellish existence when the peace of death solves everything, existence really is so dreadful and always will be, only non-existence can bring me peace. I only see eternal nothingness as being desirable.

What I find tragic is how the human species even evolved in the first place and hasn't gone voluntarily extinct yet, it's so disgusting how humans create endless amounts of harm by forcing life here yet there isn't the option to just easily, peacefully and permanently escape from this dreadful existence, I wish I could just erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.

 

[iloverachel]

Very well said as always
Love reading your posts
I think you could write a book on why life is a torturous abomination would love to read it
Life will always be meaningless suffering
Non existence is perfection

 

[AnxietyHangover]

@iloverachel is right, you should start writing a book about your views, it would be interesting to gather all your thoughts on society and antinatalism and all in an organized form. I'm not joking, I think it would be successful.