Venting Having one of those days where nothing feels good

[shortbloom]

I spent a solid 8 hours today without getting out of bed, which is embarrassing to admit, but I couldn't work up the energy or motivation to do anything. Nothing I usually like to do, listen to music or cook something or watch TV, seemed like it would make me feel any better today. So I literally just didn't do anything.

It's days like today that remind me why I want to CTB so badly. Living, even if I'm doing literally nothing, feels so heavy and exhausting, and there's nothing I want out of it anyway.

 

[Stan]

Its like being a battery chicken stuck in a cage isn't it? The days are getting longer, especially if you have insomnia as well. Feel sorry for you, you are not on your own with it.

 

[Life+me=error]

I have one of those days daily... The thought of existing paralyzes me.