Having doubts about ctb

[anathemaa]

The closer it gets to the time I planned to do it, the more uncertain I am. A part of me says I shouldn't ctb yet and I can always have it as an option if things gets worse. But at the same time I've been waiting for so long (it is all I want) and this is the perfect opportunity to do it. (I will be away from home and my body will be found by strangers so I won't traumatize the people I know.
I want to know what u would do in this situation and I am seeking advice. (my method is sn and I can also do it around fall.)
Should I do it soon or should I wait til fall?

 

[Akanea]

You should do it when you feel like it. If you have so much doubts, don't. You will regret it. CBT is when you feel like there is absolutely no hope. When the suffering is so strong that living another day is not worth it. Don't do it if you have doubts

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You will know it when the right time for you has come. Nobody here can tell you, when is the right time for you. You will feel it.

CTB with doubts is never recommended.

I wish you all the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

It says in the site rules
"Don't try and get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your own path and actions".
Asking other people when you should ctb isn't what this site is meant for, instead other people can only support the decision that you've chosen for yourself.

 

[anathemaa]

You should do it when you feel like it. If you have so much doubts, don't. You will regret it. CBT is when you feel like there is absolutely no hope. When the suffering is so strong that living another day is not worth it. Don't do it if you have doubts

You will know it when the right time for you has come. Nobody here can tell you, when is the right time for you. You will feel it.

CTB with doubts is never recommended.

I wish you all the best!

Do y'all think the moment I am sure I should do it? (I might doubt after but I get the urge really bad when I am sure)

 

[picklemick]

decision should be thought out, not done emotionally and rushed.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Do y'all think the moment I am sure I should do it? (I might doubt after but I get the urge really bad when I am sure)

FuneralCry told you already about the forum rules:

It says in the site rules
"Don't try and get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your own path and actions".
Asking other people when you should ctb isn't what this site is meant for, instead other people can only support the decision that you've chosen for yourself.

Again: Nobody here will ever tell you when you should CTB and how. This is always your own free will and decision.

 

[anathemaa]

It says in the site rules
"Don't try and get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your own path and actions".
Asking other people when you should ctb isn't what this site is meant for, instead other people can only support the decision that you've chosen for yourself.

You are definitely right. I wrote it in a moment of weakness. I am aware that it is me who will decide what and when I will do it in the end.