Dead beat dad
Enlightened
- Mar 5, 2019
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Currently sat on a train to the coast.
I'm not intending to CTB today or tomorrow, this is just a bit of a coincidence, but I've mapped out today to sort of mirror what I want my last day to be like.
Going to do some exercise, walk along the beach, take a bath, have some nice food, then crash in to bed.
The only thing missing from this sequence somewhere is the ingestion of fatal substances.
I want to see how this process makes me feel from an emotional standpoint.
I might drink as an act of symbolism some rank alcohol to reflect CTB just to see what it does to my state of mind.
TL;DR: Today I'm doing a sort of emotional test run and for some reason I feel the need to put it here
Peace everybody
DBD
I'm not intending to CTB today or tomorrow, this is just a bit of a coincidence, but I've mapped out today to sort of mirror what I want my last day to be like.
Going to do some exercise, walk along the beach, take a bath, have some nice food, then crash in to bed.
The only thing missing from this sequence somewhere is the ingestion of fatal substances.
I want to see how this process makes me feel from an emotional standpoint.
I might drink as an act of symbolism some rank alcohol to reflect CTB just to see what it does to my state of mind.
TL;DR: Today I'm doing a sort of emotional test run and for some reason I feel the need to put it here
Peace everybody
DBD