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deshper

deshper

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Mar 14, 2019
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Hello everyone,
I'm sure most here don't know who I am as I have stayed very quiet and not participated as much as I would have liked, but it's important to me to thank you all for being so supportive and welcoming the few times that I did participate. It appears as though my time here is up much sooner than I expected, I wish I had a little extra time but unfortunately that isn't the case. I feel scared, scared because I'm terrified of failing. And sad, because my mom will be hurt. I don't have many people in my life that love me besides her, and I wish things could have been different so that I wouldn't have to hurt her like this.

To everyone reading this, I hope you all can find peace. If I had one wish I would use it to make everyone on here find true happiness, whatever that may be, and I'm so sorry for whatever circumstances in your lives led you here. Whether you believe it or not, you all deserved better than this.

Again, thank you so much, and I wish you all well.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,749
I hope you find peace. I'm also terrified of failing and hurting family but I can't take this much longer.
We all deserve better but that isn't the way the world works. :'(
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
Hello everyone,
I'm sure most here don't know who I am as I have stayed very quiet and not participated as much as I would have liked, but it's important to me to thank you all for being so supportive and welcoming the few times that I did participate. It appears as though my time here is up much sooner than I expected, I wish I had a little extra time but unfortunately that isn't the case. I feel scared, scared because I'm terrified of failing. And sad, because my mom will be hurt. I don't have many people in my life that love me besides her, and I wish things could have been different so that I wouldn't have to hurt her like this.

To everyone reading this, I hope you all can find peace. If I had one wish I would use it to make everyone on here find true happiness, whatever that may be, and I'm so sorry for whatever circumstances in your lives led you here. Whether you believe it or not, you all deserved better than this.

Again, thank you so much, and I wish you all well.
I recognized your name. Good luck.
 
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Soul

Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
4,704
I'm very sorry you're feeling rushed and uneasy on top of whatever brought you here. I hope the decisions you make going forward have the best possible outcomes for you, and that you find peace and relief. Journey well x
 
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Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

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May 26, 2019
396
Good luck in whatever you choose. Sending love and compassion to you
 
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Daigoro’sDisciple

Daigoro’sDisciple

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Jul 6, 2019
20
Saddens me to read about your current situation. I hope things will get brighter in a way that shall benefit you personally. I appreciate your kind words. I wish you luck on whatever path you may choose to follow!
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
Goodluck, i do hope you find peace....

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done_so_done

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Jun 27, 2019
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Good luck wherever your journey takes you...
 
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Sep 18, 2018
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Hope you find the peace you're looking for.
 

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