Family coercion wins out again :: & I have a career off the farm in advertising that I'm wierdly missing lately. But I've had u.g.l.y experiences in emergency (kids, u wanna die anywhere but there, trust me) so will refuse hospital treatment no matter how bad it gets. I've been starved of food and meds (got game /strangled by sum1, next day I couldn't breathe) hardcore, anyone tried this will know. So like I end most of my posts, fuck em.
No vaccine for me. I don't have any of the underlying medical disorders that make a person high risk for severe COVID.
Are people with mental health conditions at greater risk of contracting COVID? That seems to be unknown. Some of the medications that are taken for mental health conditions might suppress the immune system but I'm not worried about that. Dementia puts people at greater risk but I'm not demented yet.
Dementia, that scares me. Truly. I fear the worry and panic of getting really sick will drive me mad. It happened once on / coming off heroin, something I don't ever want to remember. I came unhinged, psychoyic. Did crazy criminal stuff, didn't hurt anyone, (only technically myself) :: stole vehicles and we went on a cross country run, relapsed. Was meant to be committed. Imprisoned instead. Insane, fuckn mind went dark, have never recovered. I white knuckle everyday, sober today.
I hate the medical profession, loads of personal different reasons...
If I got sick I'd hang myself in the barn. Guess thats off the table now I'm vaccinatd.
Ugh.