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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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I think there are different levels of giving up. One can fully give up and do nothing or hoping for nothing. But I think there are also other levels. Just to give up on certain issues and not on the whole life as such.
I feel ashamed but I don't care much about the household or independence. It is kind of embarrassing but I don't care spending my energy on annoying chores. I concentrate my energy on not getting manic or psychotic again and not to fail college exams. If you are as ill as me this is really not easy. But I should be more independent. I rely a lot on the help of my parents.
If I met a girl who was interested in me and we would have a partnership I would change. Just so that she does not recognize my faults. But having a girlfriend is not really in reach. So I don't really feel like being forced to become more independent. If I cannot get a girlfriend why should I spend my energy on that.
But I have to say I care about hygiene and other things.
I just have the feeling if no wonder happens I will be forever alone. This lets me become apathetic about some issues. But this could change if this certain miracle happened. I have partly given up about finding a gf. I don't spend active time on finding one but I try to get into conversation with different people.
Are there certain things you have given up on?
I feel ashamed but I don't care much about the household or independence. It is kind of embarrassing but I don't care spending my energy on annoying chores. I concentrate my energy on not getting manic or psychotic again and not to fail college exams. If you are as ill as me this is really not easy. But I should be more independent. I rely a lot on the help of my parents.
If I met a girl who was interested in me and we would have a partnership I would change. Just so that she does not recognize my faults. But having a girlfriend is not really in reach. So I don't really feel like being forced to become more independent. If I cannot get a girlfriend why should I spend my energy on that.
But I have to say I care about hygiene and other things.
I just have the feeling if no wonder happens I will be forever alone. This lets me become apathetic about some issues. But this could change if this certain miracle happened. I have partly given up about finding a gf. I don't spend active time on finding one but I try to get into conversation with different people.
Are there certain things you have given up on?
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