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Hunterer
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- May 13, 2024
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I've had intrusive and impulsive thoughts for a while now, and sometimes, at times like this, during the night, I think about simply leaving my room and trying to act on impulse to end everything once and for all, in the hope that the attempt might work. But whenever I think about it, a mix of feelings arise, such as fear, suspicion that something might go wrong, and mainly anxiety. But at the same time, I also feel a sense of happiness, because I think: "If I do this, I'll finally be able to rest and abandon this miserable life". But fear always ends up being greater than any other feeling![Grinning face with sweat :sweat_smile: 😅](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f605.png)
Have you ever felt like this too ? Have you ever thought about simply risking everything and acting on impulse ? If so, how did you manage to control yourself ?
![Grinning face with sweat :sweat_smile: 😅](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f605.png)
Have you ever felt like this too ? Have you ever thought about simply risking everything and acting on impulse ? If so, how did you manage to control yourself ?