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Eden4
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- Mar 4, 2020
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How long did you go laying in bed?
The consequences of my mistakes are killing me (no pun intended). For the first time in I don't know how long, I lay in bed all day today. I got up to walk my dog and got up a few other times to let her go potty and feed her, yet it doesn't feel like I really did those things. Weird, sense of being in like a nightmarish state. I dozed on and off, every time I woke had to be reminded of the situation I'm in and couldn't wait to fall asleep again to forget it.
Finally I got up to submit my paper for grad school. Today is my deadline to make my last payment for the semester and I want to cry. I worked really hard. I'm not a naturally smart person, I need to spend time on assignments and new material. What a waste. I have no job. I am going to run out of money. I didn't eat today to save money. I drank enough water though. I'll have some milk tomorrow.
I had to remind myself to play with the dog, pet the dog. Not fair to her. I'll do better tomorrow.
Anyway thanks for letting me vent. I would like to hear about your experiences if you've stayed in bed for day/s?
The consequences of my mistakes are killing me (no pun intended). For the first time in I don't know how long, I lay in bed all day today. I got up to walk my dog and got up a few other times to let her go potty and feed her, yet it doesn't feel like I really did those things. Weird, sense of being in like a nightmarish state. I dozed on and off, every time I woke had to be reminded of the situation I'm in and couldn't wait to fall asleep again to forget it.
Finally I got up to submit my paper for grad school. Today is my deadline to make my last payment for the semester and I want to cry. I worked really hard. I'm not a naturally smart person, I need to spend time on assignments and new material. What a waste. I have no job. I am going to run out of money. I didn't eat today to save money. I drank enough water though. I'll have some milk tomorrow.
I had to remind myself to play with the dog, pet the dog. Not fair to her. I'll do better tomorrow.
Anyway thanks for letting me vent. I would like to hear about your experiences if you've stayed in bed for day/s?