WitheringAway
Ima shake the champagne bottle...
- Jun 23, 2020
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Yes, it's me and I feel ashamed and very surprised and disappointed in myself that it's all came down to this. I've been treated terribly bad, manipulated, abused, hurt and left for permanent psychological damage because of one particular person. They had a huge role in destroying my ultimate dream and goal in life. Ruined my reputation, and exerted unimaginable, unspeakable torment on me. Thankfully, they're not a part of my life anymore but I "have" to see them every now and then. And on my bad days when depression and anxiety at it's peak, I find comfort in the fantasy of me killing them. Of course it's just thoughts I would never act on, as I rather kill myself than be named a killer/murderer of someone else. Just the idea of them DEAD and being gone forever from my life is a comforting idea.