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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
- 4,993
I don't have much sophisticated to say about the topic. I am anxious people could blackmail me under certain circumstances. I think my first intuition would be to go onto the offense and throw some dirt at the other person. I am a principled person. And people who blackmail other people want to take advantage of their weaknesses. When someone tried to blackmail me I would try to be stronger and say I don't let that happen. Though practically it depends on the consequences.
I try to surround me only with trustworthy people. I am paranoid about people when I feel like I cannot trust them. I have made some bad experiences with humans and I am more careful since. I try to be independent but this is often not possible.
In some sense my dad is blackmailing me. When I talked about my wish to die he threatened me to stop giving me money in case I contacted an assisted suicide organization. I am in desperate need of that money
I find that pretty ingorant. Though my dad in general is an extremely ignorant person. People like him are the reason why this world is so unfair. Always scapegoating people who are already victims of injustice etc.
I could make another rant about my ignorant dad but i have told this story so often. I try to circumvent certain topics when I talk to him so that his ignorance does not annoy me further. He really is really so stupid, ignorant. I am not sure whether his cognitive state or ignorance is responsible for the following. He seemingly forgets most of the things that I tell him which could be the uncomfortable truths. I am shocked about his congitive decline. This seemingly can happen if one does not treat depression properly. I am so envious that he can work and I can't. It must be a gift being unable to shield yourself of everything that might be uncomfortable for you. I have met some people like that. With a huge ego, disgusting world view. Called everyone except them losers and when people treated them badly they felt like the victim of injustice. Honestly some of them disgust me. I think many of them are lonely because they treat other people badly or they offend other people with their takes too much.
I try to surround me only with trustworthy people. I am paranoid about people when I feel like I cannot trust them. I have made some bad experiences with humans and I am more careful since. I try to be independent but this is often not possible.
In some sense my dad is blackmailing me. When I talked about my wish to die he threatened me to stop giving me money in case I contacted an assisted suicide organization. I am in desperate need of that money
I find that pretty ingorant. Though my dad in general is an extremely ignorant person. People like him are the reason why this world is so unfair. Always scapegoating people who are already victims of injustice etc.
I could make another rant about my ignorant dad but i have told this story so often. I try to circumvent certain topics when I talk to him so that his ignorance does not annoy me further. He really is really so stupid, ignorant. I am not sure whether his cognitive state or ignorance is responsible for the following. He seemingly forgets most of the things that I tell him which could be the uncomfortable truths. I am shocked about his congitive decline. This seemingly can happen if one does not treat depression properly. I am so envious that he can work and I can't. It must be a gift being unable to shield yourself of everything that might be uncomfortable for you. I have met some people like that. With a huge ego, disgusting world view. Called everyone except them losers and when people treated them badly they felt like the victim of injustice. Honestly some of them disgust me. I think many of them are lonely because they treat other people badly or they offend other people with their takes too much.