Yeah, I had a feeling (intuition) that people generally steer away from me, especially in various circles and stuff when they find out my condition or weirdness. Even people who claim to be tolerant and accepting; it's all just virtue signaling. In the end, I guess I don't care as much as long as I fulfill my goals and personal objectives in life. While it is a contributing factor towards wanting to CTB, it isn't the main thing nor really the main push either. Nowadays, I oftenly just avoid mentioning anything about it and try not to give off those hints and appear 'normal' even if I don't fully mask my demeanor, body language, and behavior. I learned that there is no benefit for others knowing about my being on the spectrum and only serves to complicate things or at least make things awkward, therefore for the normies and masses, ignorance is (indeed) bliss..