Help Have no way to CTB

[Ryan.s]

I have tried partial suspension hanging more than a dozen times (literally) (have never been able to get myself to pass out), I cannot do full suspension as I way 240 pounds and cannot find anywhere to hold my weight in my apartment, cant jump because building access is limited, not sure about suicide by train as I really don't want to traumatize anyone and not to mention ctb by train has got to hurt. Don't get me started on SN (can't do the method/cannot get antiemdics) I live in Thailand (located in Asia) and am American. I cannot get a firearm as a foreigner. The only option I see is a gun range suicide. Here in Thailand, the biggest round ranges carry is 45 ACP. (they do carry 12 guage, but the instructor stands right beside you if you are a foreigner and I would'nt be able to put the shotgun to my head and pull the trigger in time) I would have to use the 45. I really don't trust that the caliber is big enough (cannot risk missing the brain stem). Even if 45. is big enough, I would be a horrible person to blow my brains out beside the instructor. There is literally no other way to ctb that is statistically highly lethal.

 

[PhilosOfDoom]

I have tried partial suspension hanging more than a dozen times (literally) (have never been able to get myself to pass out), I cannot do full suspension as I way 240 pounds and cannot find anywhere to hold my weight in my apartment, cant jump because building access is limited, not sure about suicide by train as I really don't want to traumatize anyone and not to mention ctb by train has got to hurt. Don't get me started on SN (can't do the method/cannot get antiemdics) I live in Thailand (located in Asia) and am American. I cannot get a firearm as a foreigner. The only option I see is a gun range suicide. Here in Thailand, the biggest round ranges carry is 45 ACP. (they do carry 12 guage, but the instructor stands right beside you if you are a foreigner and I would'nt be able to put the shotgun to my head and pull the trigger in time) I would have to use the 45. I really don't trust that the caliber is big enough (cannot risk missing the brain stem). Even if 45. is big enough, I would be a horrible person to blow my brains out beside the instructor. There is literally no other way to ctb that is statistically highly lethal.

A tree, depending on the health and thickness, could hold much more than your weight. You could do full suspension on a tree limb maybe? Or, can you get Nembutal? They sell them in small Thailand pharmacies I think.

 

[faust]

Hello,
I am sorry you are desperately looking for ways to CTB.
Guess if you can't get a prescription in Thailand, you can get a prescription online and buy antiemetics from the internet.
That actually works, have you considered this?

 

[FallingGrace]

When there's a will, there is always a way

 

[Ryan.s]

A tree, depending on the health and thickness, could hold much more than your weight. You could do full suspension on a tree limb maybe? Or, can you get Nembutal? They sell them in small Thailand pharmacies I think.

There are no trees in Bangkok :) And plus this city has 8 million people. You are never away from people here. Can't risk getting cut down.

 

[PhilosOfDoom]

There are no trees in Bangkok :) And plus this city has 8 million people. You are never away from people here. Can't risk getting cut down.

Didn't know exact location, apologies. However, the Nembutal is over the counter in the small pharmacies, and they are sold in the streets sometimes, all I can think of. Sorry for not being much help! Good luck.

 

[Ryan.s]

When there's a will, there is always a way

What's the way

Didn't know exact location, apologies. However, the Nembutal is over the counter in the small pharmacies, and they are sold in the streets sometimes, all I can think of. Sorry for not being much help! Good luck.

I have no idea where you got that information from. They wont even give you barbiturates in hospitals here.

 

[PhilosOfDoom]

What's the way

I have no idea where you got that information from. They wont even give you barbiturates in hospitals here.

https://www.perthnow.com.au/news/ch...sia-drugs-ng-55eac8613b1fb7e794d1340d8a577adb
You can get it at vet clinics.

 

[Ryan.s]

https://www.perthnow.com.au/news/ch...sia-drugs-ng-55eac8613b1fb7e794d1340d8a577adb
You can get it at vet clinics.

Ah, yes, in 2010 you could. Not anymore. :(

 

[lostangel]

Looking on google there looks like there are tall buildings. Maybe you can find access to a high building?

 

[Ryan.s]

Looking on google there looks like there are tall buildings. Maybe you can find access to a high building?

Well, they are either apartments or offices (they all have guards) Roof access is unfortunately not easily available.