Haters want me to kill myself

[moldyara2002]

Things keeping me here are music, my bed, and to spite the people who want to see me kill myself. Suicide I feel would let my haters win. Ugh. But otherwise I'm still spiraling the drain. Stuck between what I care about more yet.

 

[bipolar22]

Whi are these haters if you dont mind me asking

 

[cluefixphantom]

Hi. I know this. Maybe even worse. For years, I have been a victim of severe discrimination/ hate crimes. The people around me are very right-wing conservative/liberal, which means they are classist, ableist, and also very misogynistic. I am only met with passive-aggressive behavior, and they want me gone because they think I'm ugly and stupid. I have never received any help. I come from Germany. And I am poor lifelong—I receive only about 560 euros if anything at all. Work is out of the question for me, because others attack me for my face and hair. They insult me, are shocked, disgusted and aggressiv like I am an illness. Never had any friends or partner. My family abandoned me mostly, only my mother brings me some food at the door but she is one of the reasons why I was abused in psychiatric institutions. I have nobody and only are discriminated, insulted as ugly and mentally ill. This society is very very ill. The normal people are toxic trash. I became Antinatalist because of this. I am very lucky that I didn't have to bring more children into this . They would suffer for no reason.