I've had enough of this shit existence! Back to SH after about 6 weeks of not hurting myself. Sick of being paranoid and anxious all the time with no fucking support. Tried therapy, tried meds, tried making the most of my life being with friends but nothing working... I'm being excluded out of stuff, my best friend of 17 years who convinced me to live with her is acting strange and different, not telling me things and pissing off with other people no thought about if I would like to join in or even telling me that she's got plans! Fuck this sertraline it's obviously doing nothing for me, nor are my other meds I just want it all to be over. I can't stand being alive anymore feeling this way, I am a semi decent person being treated like a second thought and it hurts so much!
