Decided to make an account to vent maybe more on. I honestly don't know how to explain the shit feeling I always have. It's awful my mind is always racing I'm always worried about things that I know I can't change. I feel no motivation at all I'm 23 jobless (wasn't always) I don't even have my drivers license. My life's not even that bad yet I hope to not wake up when I fall asleep. I've attempted suicide obviously failed ive cut but to many people around me would tell someone. It's been like this since I was in 7th grade. Meds hardly change anything counselors don't help anything. No one seems to get it! I just hate feeling like this all the time. Any amount of free time I have is spent just feeling terrible and laying in bed hoping I can just fall asleep. People think I'm just lazy but honestly I can't bring myself to do anything there's just no motivation no desire there's just emptiness. I know posting this won't change anything as well but I just needed to vent.
I'm sorry if my writing is terrible.
I'm sorry if my writing is terrible.
