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hello_vatya

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Vatya
Nov 1, 2025
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I started reading "The trouble with being born" and so far, I really like it. I really resonate with the idea of longing to be nothing, ever since I was a child I hated being aware of my physical presence. I hated my thick wrists and my aching knees, and the strange crinkled flesh between my fingers. The vulgar act of living as a human being, is unbearable to me, I wish to be as free as particulate matter, to become one with the crooked waterfall.
Reading Cioran helped me feel less alone, and I was wondering if anyone would like to share their thoughts on his works.
(PS , suggest books please!! Im trying to read as much as possible before August !! )
 

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