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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
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I have heard it is the best most happiest feeling you can experience.

It's probably overrated and over hyped (like all drugs) but may its not and actually worth it. I just want to feel childlike happy again, and I've heard this achieves that.
 
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J&L383

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Jul 18, 2023
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It was in my childhood when I had some pretty good opioids, post surgeries, for pain management. Morphine, demerol. Was just 10 or 12 years old. But I knew it was good. And I also knew about heroin and I knew that there was a pretty close relationship. (This was 1969). I even asked the nurse or doctors if I could get addicted, and when they said "no" I got as many pain shots as I could. Until they figured out my ruse.

It's kind of one of those, "You never forget your first time" and "it's never as good as the first time" experiences, though.

I've never sought out the street versions of these, but have had a couple of instances where I have been reacquainted with morphine and Dilaudid, and it's not quite as memorable as the first time.

In summary, I wouldn't recommend it, it's a downhill slope towards disaster. Plenty of dead musicians and artists can vouch for that.
 
ShatteredSerenity

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I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
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I snorted oxycontin before and it was a really sweet, euphoric high. Afterward I felt mildly sick from withdrawal, that stuff is no joke. Despite the withdrawals I still wanted more, that's how good it feels.
 
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theolivanderroach

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but, what ends when the symbols shatter?
Sep 20, 2024
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For me at least, it's not so much "happiness" as it is satisfying,relaxation,pleasure. You're not going to feel "childlike happy" on it, I'd say that's closer to MDMA not opioids. All other drugs I've tried are over hyped, opioids are not, especially injecting it but it also destroys your entire being so...
 
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loneloser

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i wanna sleep 4ever <3
Jan 16, 2025
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MDMA is probably better but the comedown is hell
 
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astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
625
i do percs/oxy on occasion, honestly i wouldn't call it happiness or joy. but im calm and not anxious so there's that. if i want something that'll just make me happy and giggle i go for a weed edible. i would call that bliss, and opioids just more of a peace and calm.
 
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8leveloquenfrn4evr8

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Nov 26, 2024
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The problem is that it is unsustainable so normal life will eventually be impossible. But in some places they used to register addicts and give them clean heroin. Not sure if that is still a thing.
 
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i've tried heroin on 3 different occasions each time as been the same no euphoria or happiness just drifting in and out of consciousness for hours on end, i get a better high off weed heroin is nasty imo
 
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missedmybus

missedmybus

That's all very well, but I have a bus to catch.
Feb 2, 2025
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I've tried a lot of opis, but never got the love people have for them.

I usually get way too itchy and nauseous before any real euphoria. In combination with uppers it's a fun time though.

Tramadol and O-DSMT (tramadol metabolite) are probably the funnest ones I've tried. I could still function on those, so they did make some terrible days at the office bearable. Poppy tea is okay as well.

If you have a lot of problems and worries they do make you not give a shit about those problems, but so do benzos which I find way more functional.

All in all I feel opis are overrated.
 
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iamalreadydead

iamalreadydead

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Nov 25, 2022
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I fucking love opioids, went through my parents stash of oxy and vicodin when i was 11-12 and i would say its as close to happiness as i can get. That being said, I've been severely anhedonic all of my teen and adult life, if you still derive pleasure from regular everyday shit then it isn't really worth it lol
 
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