John Smith
Arcanist
- Aug 6, 2018
- 424
I can't even get close with partial. Will this mean I will fail with full?
The only way I can see full failing, is if the rope breaks, what the rope is tied to breaks, or someone finding and "saving" the person that hung themself. With full, you go beyond what is needed to compress the carotid artery.
Did you manage to almost pass out? How long did it take?I was hanging on the noose and I failed because survival instinct kicked in.
well what does that mean? fast enough? Are there factors to slow it down once you've kicked the stool?If it happens fast enough I think you'll be passed out before you're able to lift yourself or at least you'd be too weak to lift yourself.
Do you mean pull up whilst unconscious, isn't that impossible?with full you can always use your hands to pull up? cant you?
unless head snaps on the way down... but thats another method..
you think? once the bucket is kicked, I believe you can use your hands to pull up yourself... well im a litte on the excercise side, and very skinny so i could do it, but maybe the weight of the body on the neck thats it... guess i'll never know... I dont like the hanging method personally. N.
Where did you place the noose? At the top of the neck? Was the knot at the back? Were you in standing position?Oh, sorry I meant like you pass out faster. In fear of messing up, I've been practicing and yesterday I got to a point I was so weak, my body couldn't move but I was more or less coherent. Like I knew I was about to go to sleep but being that the other end of the rope wasn't anchored, I was just stuck until consciousness came back fully. I know for sure at that moment, if I was full suspension, I would have just went to sleep. Zero pain too. Euphoria came after which is normal when blood is cuticulating again. But before that, zero pain, just slow closing of the eyes and loss of motor skills.
I feel like I still wasn't clear... if you don't get the carotid of course it would take longer/strangle you instead of stopping the blood which is cleaner/faster process.
Where did you place the noose? At the top of the neck? Was the knot at the back? Were you in standing position?
The deep inhale for comfort bc you can't breath?Noose high up on the neck (just below jawline), knot in the back, and I stand up. Tighten the noose as tight as it can go, deep inhale, lean head forward and then slide down the wall (or just bend the knees).
And I found slip knot works best.
The deep inhale for comfort bc you can't breath?
Was it painless bc your brain was quickly deprived of oxygen?
That's a pretty big relief for all of us. It makes us feel more in control.I feel like it works faster... no real reason. After finding the correct placement of the noose, it was surprising how painless it is.
Like, this may be weird... but the biggest smile comes across my face (mainly because of the euphoria after the blood comes back) but it's also strangely comforting to know, if nothing else, I at least have control over whether or not I die.
I've never heard of that happening, but it freaks me out a bit that you're saying that. Even though I probably couldn't do that. You couldn't really do that could you?you think? once the bucket is kicked, I believe you can use your hands to pull up yourself... well im a litte on the excercise side, and very skinny so i could do it, but maybe the weight of the body on the neck thats it... guess i'll never know... I dont like the hanging method personally. N.
That's a pretty big relief for all of us. It makes us feel more in control.
More in control.
I've never heard of that happening, but it freaks me out a bit that you're saying that. Even though I probably couldn't do that. You couldn't really do that could you?
I have actual OCD so I need a 100% assurance of yes or no. I fucking hate my brain, why can't I just accept that it will most likely 100% work. I hate having this fucked up mind.Indeed the control is quite relaxing. I couldn't imagine someone could, even athletic I'd imagine it would be an attempt made in vain. Especially if the noose is placed correctly. Motor skills go fairly quickly.
You not the only one that feels this way. For days I've practiced partial with not much success & envision myself struggling & gagging in pain with full. But my pain has become so great I'm going to take the risk soonI have actual OCD so I need a 100% assurance of yes or no. I fucking hate my brain, why can't I just accept that it will most likely 100% work. I hate having this fucked up mind.
I have actual OCD so I need a 100% assurance of yes or no. I fucking hate my brain, why can't I just accept that it will most likely 100% work. I hate having this fucked up mind.