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slamjoetry
Nobody likes you when you're 23
- Apr 19, 2024
- 41
I think the main thing pushing me to CTB is the crippling loneliness. I ruined my own social life and pushed away every person who ever cared about me, leaving me with no-one. And it makes every single obstacle in my life feel so much worse. If only I had someone to confide in and be comforted by, things would feel so much easier. Maybe I'd have the will to live, because then I'd be living for somebody. Cause I don't really give a damn about living for myself.
I really want to try to make friends and start a new social life, maybe even try dating again. But it feels insurmountable. I'm a total mess, undeserving of friendship. Is it really possible? Please share your experiences if you relate at all. I really need the motivation to at least try.
I really want to try to make friends and start a new social life, maybe even try dating again. But it feels insurmountable. I'm a total mess, undeserving of friendship. Is it really possible? Please share your experiences if you relate at all. I really need the motivation to at least try.