Oh, god. Where do I begin? Well, it was mostly emotional abuse, but it did get physical at a point. While I'm uncomfortable talking about the physical stuff, the emotional stuff definitely hit different. In my adult years, I was cheated on several times. Every single time I was cheated on, they blamed it on me for being distant and unavailable. This constant infidelity lead me to think that I'm not good enough even to this day. In fact, the last time I was cheated on lead me to being just one week away from ctb. Though, the cheater herself couldn't make up her fucking mind and started harrasing me. She kept calling and texting me, saying she wants me back but then saying she was unsure. However, I was stupid and decided to tell her my intentions on ending it all. That's when she did a courtesy call and had an officer at my doorstep. Luckily, I wasn't admitted or anything. He just sat me down and talked to me about what I was going through. I guess that calmed me down enough to not carry on with my plans. Still, because of what she did, I have to live with an even greater inferiority complex. There's other emotional stuff, but I'd be writing an autobiography if I went over every single time I got fucked over and harassed by people.