Has anyone been able to obtain morphine in the United States?

[SentimentalTrip]

I can't stand life anymore. I need to CTB in the coming months. I want to do the DDMAPH method, but the only ingredient I have no way of obtaining is morphine.

Has anyone been on the dark web? How much would it cost? Are there any viable substitutes for morphine in this mix? I would appreciate any advice. DM if necessary.

 

[Ended-up-Failing241]

Any large dose of opioids would work. Fentanyl is one of the best methods because of how little you need. Many Anesthesiologists commit suicide that way. Now getting hospital grade fentanyl is unlikely in your case. But, if you know street dealers who sell heroin a large dose of that will do it and it will likely be laced with fentanyl.

Unless you have access to a hospital, don't know how you would get morphine. Opiod painkillers would work too in large doses with an anti-emetic and some alcohol. You will just end up not breathing. You would need the anti-emetic not to throw up. It is easy to get Zofran prescribed and a good dose of that and you won't throw up.