Mort
No use to know one
- Feb 15, 2019
- 622
I know going to sound odd but let fill you in why i have my self in my head but all so sum one else well how it happen it started from a young age i use to get angry and upset frustrated to my folkd use to keep it to your self know one wants to here a see me being all moody so i started to bottle it up show no anger on any othe negative emotions as i got older all my other emotions were bottle up to then one day on my in my bed room i heard sum one calling me thort it was my mother but she was out then i realised it was in my head i ignored nordic sort of went a way but sum time later i mean a few years i was at work sum one had bin taken the piss out of me for a week or more anf i just about had it i dont normally let it bother most times i let it go over my head thats down to controlling my emotions but this day things got the better of me and what happened next shock me as much as it shock him i completely lots my temper and grabbed him by the throat and pick him of the floor he way about 15 stone at the time any i was holding him like that slowly killing him but then i cam round and saw what i had done and dropped him on the floor by as i was doing the deed i was sum one else i cant remember doing it he all so said i look and sounded like a different person thats when i realise that i had to folks in my head they me and they made from my anger frustration and all the other bad emotions the when I nrrd to be on my own no friends on gf no know one as i could lose it and hurt sum very badly thats one the things why i am going to end it going to take that barsted with me no matter what any one else have this problem just asking more out of curiosity thats all all us nutters jave to stick together now dont we ;) LOL :D