Yeah it isnt necessarily harder to lift, weights wise or train and exercise. But i just cant go to the gym anymore. Not motivated like i use to be, and i was pretty deezed.
Whenever i was there, id drown in my own sorrow by drowning myself into thoughts and thinking. I couldnt even work out because i was literally just in my own mind the whole time. I guess whenever you truly are depressed, whatever you just have so much passion and motivation for, you ultimatemy lose interest and become lazy and just dont care about it anymore. I use to LOVE VIDEO GAMES, now i just dont even care for them anymore, and i just lost interest after my depressive episodes.