Hard to find a method that doesn’t scare me

[drownitoutwithmusic]

Going to make this short. I've attempted before didn't attempt correctly and was in a ton of pain, hospital stay, etc.

I'm knowledgeable of a few methods but a lot of them are painful, disgusting, or just like hard to do.

God, I wish I was able to get past this mindset & just do it. The reason why I chose that one method because it was the least intimidating but very painful.

 

[scary]

SI is a double edged sword. On one hand it keeps people from hurting themselves and risking lifelong damage, on the other it prevents suicidal people from finding peace. I wish my anxiety wasn't as bad as it is, then if I actually had access to a tall building I could just.. jump off. I'm sorry your attempt failed and that you ended up in the hospital, I really hope you're able to find peace however you can soon

 

[GodChallengesMe]

Only method that won't scare you is if you die in your sleep peacefully, without even knowing you are dying. Every other method involves this psychological terror you describe so unless you somehow let it go and do it, it won't go away on its own ever.

 

[Deathcrvsh]

What about the "Night night" method. I havent tried it yet or seen vids on it. But it sounds quick and peaceful.