Venting Happiness makes things get bad again

[Lurdan]

I honestly feel the absolute worst when I get really happy. Every time I feel the urge slowly creep up on me, telling me to just do it. I hate it and I hate how it taints me. Its never this bad when I'm already down. Why does it have to taint all the good things in my life

 

[FuneralCry]

Living is very painful after all. There is no escape from ourselves and our thoughts. I'm sorry you are going through this.