Zykg85
Member
- Sep 30, 2021
- 40
I feel like a lot of ppl don't really understand that being suicidal doesn't mean I'm always sad. I'm not sad about it. I'm angry if anything. But ultimately, I'm tired. I'm exhausted.
I can laugh, i can be happy. I can feel joy.
But it's fleeting. Everyone knows that, right? I'm just tired of waking up. I've always been suicidal. No matter where I've been in my life, what's been going on, what I've done, what's been done to me, I've always wanted to go.
But people always seem to respond like they think you just need to be happy. Just need to cheer up, like insto presto boom, I'm cured of wanting to not be here anymore
I can laugh, i can be happy. I can feel joy.
But it's fleeting. Everyone knows that, right? I'm just tired of waking up. I've always been suicidal. No matter where I've been in my life, what's been going on, what I've done, what's been done to me, I've always wanted to go.
But people always seem to respond like they think you just need to be happy. Just need to cheer up, like insto presto boom, I'm cured of wanting to not be here anymore