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LittleLadyWorthless
I often go by the saying "Carpe Diem" :D
- Aug 23, 2019
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I would be happy if I died tonight..
Wouldn't be we all? Yes, I understand. But it does not happen like this, it takes some effort and patience.I would be happy if I died tonight..
Do people reassuring you start to feel like a sick joke after a while, or is that just me? I usually feel like I'm at baseline when I'm most down on myself and want it to be over. I still reach out, because I was taught that's the right thing to do, but I'm not so sure anymore.Can't say I've ever really known true happiness. Always felt like I shouldn't be here and nothing in life can make me happy.
I never like to hear that people can't be happy on their own. Especially if they are on their own. I hope your situation works out, I know how it feels to hear that sometimes when you're not sure yourself. But someone out there knows how you feel, and a lot of other people probably feel that way as well, and I think it will take reaching those people to at least open the discussion and get on the same page to reach a wider audience. I don't want us to die, but I think we should have the option.I felt happy when I was with him...
I can't be happy on my own....
He took my happiness away..
Im dead inside..
Just need to finish the job.
I feel like this is the case with most people, they either feel like they're not the main character in their story, or they simply don't care for their own story.I'm not the main character of my story , i never experience true happiness .
Have you considered taking your own role a little more seriously? I don't mean to assume anything or to talk down to you in any way, but if it could be helpful in any way to consider, I thought I should ask. I think that has been a large part of my problem, and I know how bad situations can get, but community is the only true answer to finding your role. The videos shared in this thread are really great.I'm not the main character of my story , i never experience true happiness .