Help Hanging in the woods

[deerme]

Hello! I have my preferred method and plan ready to go, I just need a little push to get started. I'm planning on taking a belt to the woods and just don't have people to talk to that wouldn't hospitalize me or try to change my mind.

 

[Al_stargate]

Well, sorry to hear that. I've read some of your posts about your struggles with mental health issues and nobody caring. Nobody here is gonna really push you to ctb. I'm really sorry you have nobody to talk to, but this community is here for you. We'll talk to you. What is your current mental and emotional state? I respect any decision you make, I'm not in your shoes and won't try and talk you out of it. But still, are there any other options for you? Things might turn around. What is causing your mental breakdowns? You wrote that you had issues since a kid and tried everything. Are there things that bring you joy and happiness? Try focusing on those.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have personally never attempted hanging as to me it is a risky method, the fear of failure is what holds me back from doing it. However when I get desperate I will have no other choice. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Belljar]

This seems risky....belts are not reliable and branches can break. If you fail you can be permanently brain damaged. I'm not trying to be too critical but it's the truth.

 

[Freedomindeath4me]

Actual rope would be a much better option.

 

[eternalflame]

I thinks thats how August Ames killed herself but she probaby did full suspension while you will try partiall i suppose?

 

[deerme]

hey all, little update. went out to the woods yesterday with rope. set everything up and then curled up into a ball and cried for almost two hours. I just hate existing so much I wish I didn't have to hurt others for me to stop doing what I never asked to do in the first place.