Hanging in residential park, too risky?

[Exhausted546]

So after realizing how traumatic it'd be for my father to find my corpse,I decided to do it outside. I went to the neighborhood small park and found several trees that I think could be used hopefully, they're not big trees tho. I'd do it between 2-3am. I think that's the time where most people are asleep. Nightshift ppl are already at work, early birds won't take their dog walk for a walk for at least another hour

The temperature today is fine and ideal. There's also a regional park like 15 min drive away with countless trees. It might be slot wiser to go there however I don't want it to take too long for me to be found either. Wouldn't want by family make "missing person" posts that'd spread on social medias, I'm too low-key for that.

Edit: I just googled that park + suicide and there's like 30 articles about the very same suicide, not even multiple ones. Just one for a few years back. I wonder if it received extra attention because it was in public? I hate this

Would you guys mind if there were tons of news article about your suicide?

 

[meowme0w]

I wouldn't mind because I'd be dead. I wouldn't be able to be bothered by something like that, I wouldn't even know about it. Honestly, why does it matter what people do after you're gone? You won't be here to witness it anymore. Or maybe you believe in some sort of after life and that's why you're worried? Because I personally don't really believe in anything, so I don't really care what happens once I'm dead (I don't want anyone else to hurt because they'll still exist, but like i wouldn't care even if my naked body was on the news!)

 

[Exhausted546]

I wouldn't mind because I'd be dead. I wouldn't be able to be bothered by something like that, I wouldn't even know about it. Honestly, why does it matter what people do after you're gone? You won't be here to witness it anymore. Or maybe you believe in some sort of after life and that's why you're worried? Because I personally don't really believe in anything, so I don't really care what happens once I'm dead (I don't want anyone else to hurt because they'll still exist, but like i wouldn't care even if my naked body was on the news!)

You're actually right. I'm too self conscious tho, I'd prefer my death to be as private and low-key as possible. But ultimately it doesn't matter what happens after I die, it's this sort of overthinking that makes me reconsider. Meanwhile when I kicked the chair yesterday (failed my attempt tho,faulty set up) my mind was blank