Method Hanging in a park. How's my method?

[hanggirl]

While a park seems like a bad idea, here's the thing. The park that I'm planning to do it in isn't necessarily big. It's a tiny little area within my block, no patrols or anything. Kids rarely go there all day, even after school or on weekends. But that doesn't matter so much, because I'm planning to do it at midnight. The chances of someone catching me are VERY low. I do live with someone, however. So I'll need to sneak out the house quietly, that's the only thing. While they're sleeping, I think I'll just go in the backyard and exit through the gate. Yesterday, I came inside (through the door, not the gate) and they didn't notice that I was even inside the house for an hour, until they walked past my room. I also plan to bring a chair, and hang either from a tree, or the swing set. The swing set seems like the better option, very sturdy. I'll also be using an electrical cord, which I doubted a bit, but I read from someone on this forum that his wife hung herself with an extension cord, and they are very thick, people have often succeeded with way thinner things. I just have to make sure the knot is good enough, seems kinda hard to securely tie something so thick and bulky. Anyways, I'm pretty hopeful. thoughts are appreciated on this!!!

 

[PI3.14]

I won't recommend doing it in public, unless you want to risk getting "saved".

If your attempt gets interrupted, you might end up a vegetable.

 

[hanggirl]

I won't recommend doing it in public, unless you want to risk getting "saved".

If your attempt gets interrupted, you might end up a vegetable.

I thought about this also, but for the reasons I said, it's very unlikely that I'll get "saved". Since it'll be 1-3am, and even during the daytime, nobody visits that park. It's also very small, so I don't think anyone will notice me in those very specific 20-30 minutes while I'm unconscious.

 

[WeAllDream]

I'd be worried that someone would find you at the worst possible time, too, and leave you injured. Also, since it's a place kids (hypothetically, I know you said it is empty a lot) go, I'd worry that someone would find you that's too young to psychologically be able to cope with what they see. Why there, if you don't mind my asking? Is it the only place with a sturdy support, or does the place have meaning to you?

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I thought about this also, but for the reasons I said, it's very unlikely that I'll get "saved". Since it'll be 1-3am, and even during the daytime, nobody visits that park. It's also very small, so I don't think anyone will notice me in those very specific 20-30 minutes while I'm unconscious.

Given how huge the consequence of becoming a vegetable is, It's extremely inadvisable to do it in public. It's just like no one will intentionally leave the front door open because few people try to rob their home. Are you really sure to risk?

 

[hanggirl]

I'd be worried that someone would find you at the worst possible time, too, and leave you injured. Also, since it's a place kids (hypothetically, I know you said it is empty a lot) go, I'd worry that someone would find you that's too young to psychologically be able to cope with what they see. Why there, if you don't mind my asking? Is it the only place with a sturdy support, or does the place have meaning to you?

It's the only place with sturdy support. I'm pretty desperate at this point, it's the only option I have to try left, so I think the risk is worth it. I don't have transportation. I don't have money to buy anything useful with. It's all I have right now, and the chances of being caught are low enough to me since it'll be empty.

Regardless, I doubt that a child would go to the park at 2am, and they also have school. So even if my body is found later, I think it'll be an adult. Although, I can always schedule a call/text to the ambulance or person that I know, so it can be found by them instead of some innocent bystander.

 

[imontheloose]

Some teens might be around if it's late at night, in particular, not kids or adults. Of course the risk is higher of being saved and turned into a potato, but sometimes it's all you have. I wish you the best and hope you reach peace. The plan isn't so bad if it's quite a vacant park to begin with. Not everyone can hold out for long; I understand you.

 

[58Alice85]

While you should lose consciousness after 10-120 seconds and be completely irreversible braindead after 600, I've read that the heart can keep on beating for up to 20-30 minutes.
So if someone cuts you loose you might end up a veggie
I am also going with hanging but i will do it in a private place where no one can cut me loose.

 

[hanggirl]

Some teens might be around if it's late at night, in particular, not kids or adults. Of course the risk is higher of being saved and turned into a potato, but sometimes it's all you have. I wish you the best and hope you reach peace. The plan isn't so bad if it's quite a vacant park to begin with. Not everyone can hold out for long; I understand you.

Thanks for understanding❤:)

While you should lose consciousness after 10-120 seconds and be completely irreversible braindead after 600, I've read that the heart can keep on beating for up to 20-30 minutes.
So if someone cuts you loose you might end up a veggie
I am also going with hanging but i will do it in a private place where no one can cut me loose.

If I were completely braindead, that'd be less ideal. But at least I wouldn't be able to think properly. I don't mind the idea of that too much.

 

[woodlandcreature]

Thanks for understanding❤:)

If I were completely braindead, that'd be less ideal. But at least I wouldn't be able to think properly. I don't mind the idea of that too much.

Honestly, I'm at a very similar spot to you right now. A very similar situation to this seems to be my only viable option as well. I've waited years for a better one, and I can't keep doing this anymore.
To everyone in the thread: thank you for your input. It is very appreciated and will be considered.
Why must dying on our terms be so complicated for us I just want this to be over :-((