Hanging CAN'T make pass out

[Deadman000_]

I keep trying different positions of the rope for a partial suspension. Everytime I kneel down and feel the rope squeeze through my neck, when I run my hand across my face and my neck, I can feel the veins coming out, but it's too painful and I always scrape my hands up my closet to try and stand up. I CAN'T seem to faint and it feels like I've gone a minute or more without passing out, I must be missing something important.