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Leorio Paradinight

Leorio Paradinight

Member
Aug 22, 2021
5
It's very likely I'll be attempting a week from now and when I'm in the proper mindset, things like these don't matter anymore, so I would like to prepare things now that I'm thinking straight.

Probably a stupid question, but how do you handle notes? I have to leave some to explain the situation, because my sister who has no idea I've been suicidal all these years will blame (and possibly contact) an innocent girl who shouldn't have anything to do with this.

Do I make my notes into fully-fledged letters with addresses, seals and everything but simply keep them with me?

Last time I attempted, I chose against this because I felt dumb addressing them properly and I simply put them into separate envelopes and wrote first names only.

This time, it needs to be handled properly, so that the notes get to where they're supposed to get to. What is your approach to this?
 
the_calynite

the_calynite

I might sound hella pretentious, humble me please
Mar 10, 2026
54
Might be insensitive to say, but the world will lose a Leorio fan which is a travesty:hihi:. I dont understand what an innocent girl has to do with this and how notes would help, are you suggesting you'll send the notes in the mail? is there a reason it is not electronic?
 
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Bananaman

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Aug 13, 2024
18
I dont understand what an innocent girl has to do with this and how notes would help, are you suggesting you'll send the notes in the mail? is there a reason it is not electronic?
An ex probably
 
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Leorio Paradinight

Leorio Paradinight

Member
Aug 22, 2021
5
Might be insensitive to say, but the world will lose a Leorio fan which is a travesty:hihi:. I dont understand what an innocent girl has to do with this and how notes would help, are you suggesting you'll send the notes in the mail? is there a reason it is not electronic?
Oh, I was watching HxH when I made the account 5 years ago lol.

As for the notes, I'm actually asking how people do it. Why are you suggesting the electronic way and how would that even work? I don't want to end up in a situation where I send the notes, but back out or fail.

My notes are written on paper and I'm not planning to send them, just leave them on my desk, but I'm just wondering if I should still make them into proper letters so that they get delivered after I'm gone or if it doesn't matter at all because they'll get read by everyone anyway.

Oh, and it's not even an ex. Just simply someone I'm seeing that I have gushed to my sister about and I need to make sure my sister knows my reasons clearly and doesn't blame this on heartbreak (that hasn't even happened yet). Knowing her, that's exactly what she's going to do.
 
the_calynite

the_calynite

I might sound hella pretentious, humble me please
Mar 10, 2026
54
Do all the people live far away? if everyone is in a reasonable distance then you can probably do just first and last name, but if you want to send it to people who might not hear of your death for a few days, then maybe a letter is better.
 
Leorio Paradinight

Leorio Paradinight

Member
Aug 22, 2021
5
Do all the people live far away? if everyone is in a reasonable distance then you can probably do just first and last name, but if you want to send it to people who might not hear of your death for a few days, then maybe a letter is better.
Now that you mention it, yeah, some of the recipients do live far away. I do need to write a letter to my best friend. He knows I'm close to ctb, but he's also somewhat close to my family so not having a letter for him is kinda a dead giveaway that he knew and I don't want my family doing the whole "why didn't you say anything" thing.

So I'll probably do official letters, maybe even get fancy with a seal if those things still exist. I hadn't actually thought about it before posting, but having (most likely) my parents send them via mail will be easier on them than having to hand-deliver them.
 
the_calynite

the_calynite

I might sound hella pretentious, humble me please
Mar 10, 2026
54
Now that you mention it, yeah, some of the recipients do live far away. I do need to write a letter to my best friend. He knows I'm close to ctb, but he's also somewhat close to my family so not having a letter for him is kinda a dead giveaway that he knew and I don't want my family doing the whole "why didn't you say anything" thing.

So I'll probably do official letters, maybe even get fancy with a seal if those things still exist. I hadn't actually thought about it before posting, but having (most likely) my parents send them via mail will be easier on them than having to hand-deliver them.
Yep, you do you man. You might send them then do the job right after, but thats risky in case it doesnt happen.
 

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