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elterskiz

elterskiz

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Jan 10, 2026
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ive been on and off this website for like the past three years or more (?) and i have finally lost the last of my soul. things could be worse but there is like, nothing i am proud of or feel comfortable with rn and at 25 this is pathetic. i am hoping that through being here i can 1) satiate my loneliness w/ like minded people; 2) build up the courage to ctb within the year. i gave myself till 30 initially but that sounds intimidating.

anyways! i am going to be commenting a lot on posts bc i genuinely have no one in my life i feel like myself with anymore. i dont feel like a person outside of them regardless, but company used to feel warm. now i feel completely alone! it is a nightmare!!!

nice to meet you guys, if u see this what's your favorite video game?? i really like re5 and re1 (the remake)
oh and it is looking like death by gsw will be the easiest for me. hanging is a close second
 
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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
Jan 7, 2026
117
hi! i'm 25 too (: nice to meet you, i like the sims!!
 
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jonoldak

jonoldak

The uncertainty itself is within me!
Dec 18, 2025
24
nice to meet you guys, if u see this what's your favorite video game?? i really like re5 and re1 (the remake)
oh and it is looking like death by gsw will be the easiest for me. hanging is a close second
I personally really like the game Fuga Melodies of Steel. Although I haven't played the third part because there is no Russian language pack :P

But I'll play it someday... Btw Hi!!
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
90
my favorite video game is pokemon mystery dungeon gates to infinity.
 
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Zura

Zura

Member
Jan 26, 2026
12
Hey Nice to meet you too
My favourite game is probably counter strike 1.6 mostly due to nostalgia reasons lol
 
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RainyDays

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Jan 30, 2026
28
Company used to feel warm to me, as well. Now, when I'm around people, I don't feel anything. I used to be able to connect with people and am not able to anymore. I'm not the same person I was.
 
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Kokonoe

Kokonoe

Worthless, Broken Doll
Apr 20, 2023
53
ive been on and off this website for like the past three years or more (?) and i have finally lost the last of my soul. things could be worse but there is like, nothing i am proud of or feel comfortable with rn and at 25 this is pathetic. i am hoping that through being here i can 1) satiate my loneliness w/ like minded people; 2) build up the courage to ctb within the year. i gave myself till 30 initially but that sounds intimidating.

anyways! i am going to be commenting a lot on posts bc i genuinely have no one in my life i feel like myself with anymore. i dont feel like a person outside of them regardless, but company used to feel warm. now i feel completely alone! it is a nightmare!!!

nice to meet you guys, if u see this what's your favorite video game?? i really like re5 and re1 (the remake)
oh and it is looking like death by gsw will be the easiest for me. hanging is a close second
hi!
i also love re, and survival horror in general really :3
last game in that genre i played was silent hill f, i loved that game a lot
not sure what my #1 fav game is, but the ones that are up there are like the blazblue series and tsukihime, honorable mention to the hello charlotte trilogy ^-^

im also completely alone, so i get the struggle. if you would ever want to talk, im here!!
 
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elterskiz

elterskiz

Member
Jan 10, 2026
5
hi! i'm 25 too (: nice to meet you, i like the sims!!
which one rn?? i havent opened it up in a year now but i would switch between ts4 and ts2. i ended up playing ts4 more often bc downloading mods for ts2 was soooo tedious
I personally really like the game Fuga Melodies of Steel. Although I haven't played the third part because there is no Russian language pack :P

But I'll play it someday... Btw Hi!!
ive never heard of this before! i looked it up, it seems like this genre is particularly niche. the art style reminds me of some archie comics covers for sonic :)
Company used to feel warm to me, as well. Now, when I'm around people, I don't feel anything. I used to be able to connect with people and am not able to anymore. I'm not the same person I was.
what do you think made you change?
 
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Afterglow

Afterglow

somewhat human-shaped creature
Feb 22, 2025
276
i am hoping that through being here i can 1) satiate my loneliness w/ like minded people
same for me! hasnt helped


if u see this what's your favorite video game?
during my different stages of life i have had many. current favorites are dark souls 3, and company of heroes 2! but my favorite of absolute all time that i will still occasionally revisit, is Halo Reach!


oh and it is looking like death by gsw will be the easiest for me. hanging is a close second
gsw is most likely my way out too if i cant end up making it to the deadline for whatever reason with my friend who has SN
 
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hurb

Member
Jan 22, 2026
64
haroo , im 25 too and I genuinely think that at this age it feels almost impossible to make new friens;
I also joined this forum to make like minded friends although it didnt work out , just reading posts here and posting in general makes me feel at home.
anyways I play lots of hero shooter like marvel rivals and also love jrpgs(like persona games) and rpgs (like silksong) and soul like game like the lies of p
 
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OliverGarden

OliverGarden

Neverchild
Dec 22, 2025
31
heya! same boat as you pretty much, though i'm a bit (19) younger.
my favorite game is probably expedition 33 ! i wish i could play it again. it has a lot of parallels to suicidal ideation and other topics, so...
haroo , im 25 too and I genuinely think that at this age it feels almost impossible to make new friens;
I also joined this forum to make like minded friends although it didnt work out , just reading posts here and posting in general makes me feel at home.
anyways I play lots of hero shooter like marvel rivals and also love jrpgs(like persona games) and rpgs (like silksong) and soul like game like the lies of p
oh shit, i love marvel rivals too! about 1.5k hours on it atm - never thought i'd do this on SS of all places but, i'd love to play! x3
 

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