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[turbomightbegone]

new years. that is my date, the date ive decided on. or at least around that date
i have around 2 months to live. with my life officially collapsing around me, i dont have much time left. i genuinely have not had anything that comes close to a normal happy life, and now i wont be able to
im struggling to keep my date. i feel like i might chicken out at some point, despite me quite needing to die. there is nothing left for me. if i stay i will be good as dead anyway.
i feel incredibly anxious about going on with my attempt. but at the same time all i feel is tv static. i doubt anyone reading this would understand what i mean by this
im not even sure if i want to leave a goodbye thread. maybe just a short post on my profile can be enough. i dont know if i can stomach posting here as much anymore. i just want to be with my friends.
i am very scared, but i deserve this

 

[LunarLight]

I'm so sorry life brought you to this point. May I ask you what your chosen method is?

 

[turbomightbegone]

I'm so sorry life brought you to this point. May I ask you what your chosen method is?

I've decided to go with partial. it's one of the only methods I actually have access to