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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
But yet, I was so content in what was happening. Sadly, I woke up.

I don't know where I was, or what happened, but I was laying down. I felt this head rush like sensation, and my body felt very tingly, like the pins and needles feeling. Everything started to fade to black, and in the process, my body started convulsing for a few seconds, then I pushed out my last breath of air and i remeber telling myself, "This is it, I'm dead."

Then I woke up. I had to look around my room just to see where I was, and I felt very comfortable with that dream. Makes me feel like I'm ready!
 
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NoDream

NoDream

Student
Mar 27, 2018
132
How very specific, wonder if you nearly died for real, like when you dream that you are sitting on the toilet and wake up in a wet bed?
 
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Imnobody

Imnobody

Member
Nov 18, 2018
19
Have you heard of out of body experience
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Then I woke up. I had to look around my room just to see where I was, and I felt very comfortable with that dream. Makes me feel like I'm ready!
Wow. Yes, it could be that you're ready --especially if that was a premonition. I admit, I'm jealous.

Does the experience in the dream match your method for ctb, or are you planning to change your method after the dream?
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
How very specific, wonder if you nearly died for real, like when you dream that you are sitting on the toilet and wake up in a wet bed?
I wondered the same thing.

Have you heard of out of body experience
Yes I have, maybe it happened?

Wow. Yes, it could be that you're ready --especially if that was a premonition. I admit, I'm jealous.

Does the experience in the dream match your method for ctb, or are you planning to change your method after the dream?

I don't know if it matches my method or not. As I stated, in dream I was laying down with no clue as to what happened.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
But yet, I was so content in what was happening. Sadly, I woke up.

I don't know where I was, or what happened, but I was laying down. I felt this head rush like sensation, and my body felt very tingly, like the pins and needles feeling. Everything started to fade to black, and in the process, my body started convulsing for a few seconds, then I pushed out my last breath of air and i remeber telling myself, "This is it, I'm dead."

Then I woke up. I had to look around my room just to see where I was, and I felt very comfortable with that dream. Makes me feel like I'm ready!
Creepy dream
 
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ugly_loser2008

Member
Jul 30, 2018
73
I had a dream very similar. I actually saw myself and i watched myself put the noose around my neck, step up on a chair and i could feel the excitement, my heart beating fast as i knew I was approaching death. It was the greatest anticipation i had really ever experienced for a long time. i then watched myself walk off the chair and hang there. I saw myself struggling a little and then i just died. I actually saw me kill myself in my dream! Unfortunately I woke up.
 
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pushka

pushka

Member
Mar 23, 2018
47
I have had similar dreams in which I'm dying (by my own hand) though it usually is through the method of jumping which isn't my chosen method (at least not the first couple options which I would resort to.) I have to agree that the peaceful feeling which seems to envelop me can stick with me for hours after waking up, even if I may be slightly dismayed that it was not reality.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I have had similar dreams in which I'm dying (by my own hand) though it usually is through the method of jumping which isn't my chosen method (at least not the first couple options which I would resort to.) I have to agree that the peaceful feeling which seems to envelop me can stick with me for hours after waking up, even if I may be slightly dismayed that it was not reality.

Yes!! I had that peaceful feeling all damn day after I woke up. I kept thinking about that dream wondering what it was that caused my death.
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
I had a dream about 4 women that were at a table taking N. Oh, how I wish it was a premonition!
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
had a dream last night about taking sn besides some people here.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
Once I saw my funeral in my dream. People surrounded my body, wailing. I wasn't thinking to die at that time, though my life was shit. I just wondered if I was about to die.
 
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