Michaelwaev
Student
- Sep 1, 2020
- 115
Yeah so a few days ago, i went up to the tree with the slipknot, turned the slipknot into a really impressive noose and it didn't take long until i jumped off the branch. I was hanging upside down for a bit... I guess it was a failure as it wasn't tight enough until i frickin hit the ground... i could almost breathe, but i didn't break my neck. I tell ya. Hanging yourself isn't fun. Maybe I need a thicker rope, and maybe i need to move away from my hometown (tbh i really need to) my hometown has hot days it would be good, although i was in shade. *sigh* ctb takes some time, bravery, effort and money (for most methods). I'm glad i was brave enough to attempt this and whereas surviving it, well, it's a tough pain but I've always got another time. Mark on my neck from it, but only one friend has pointed it out. As far as birthdays go for me it's ok. But I'll probably go for some sort of medication od or jumping off something.