Crazy4u
Enlightened
- Sep 29, 2021
- 1,318
I ordered a 45acp pistol for CTB as a backup. My main method is SN but wanted to have a gun just in case.
I took my first pistol home 2 weeks ago. Let me tell you, gun ownership is SO EXCITING! I have not felt very excited about anything for a long time. I sneak into my bedroom to check out the gun inside my nightstand at least once a day.
24/7 CTB thoughts, active planning, and browsing suicide threads habits are almost gone! I used to spend most of my free time on SS and now I spend it on watching YouTube videos about guns and reading posts about guns on reddit and quora. My circumstances didn't change. My life didn't change. I just don't care about CTB anymore. I know I can CTB anytime I want if I need to.
I discovered a new hobby! I admire the 2nd amendment. I wrote the post because many folks advocate for gun control laws and use gun suicide statistics to push their agenda. In my case, having suicide tools available in my bedroom made me calm and confident.
I took my first pistol home 2 weeks ago. Let me tell you, gun ownership is SO EXCITING! I have not felt very excited about anything for a long time. I sneak into my bedroom to check out the gun inside my nightstand at least once a day.
24/7 CTB thoughts, active planning, and browsing suicide threads habits are almost gone! I used to spend most of my free time on SS and now I spend it on watching YouTube videos about guns and reading posts about guns on reddit and quora. My circumstances didn't change. My life didn't change. I just don't care about CTB anymore. I know I can CTB anytime I want if I need to.
I discovered a new hobby! I admire the 2nd amendment. I wrote the post because many folks advocate for gun control laws and use gun suicide statistics to push their agenda. In my case, having suicide tools available in my bedroom made me calm and confident.