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k7654321

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Oct 1, 2023
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Does anyone have any advise for overcoming guilt? I want to jump of a bridge, but every time when I get on the bridge, I feel so guilty thinking about my mum waking up the next day and realising that I'm dead. Last night I was on the bridge and someone must have seen me because the police showed up and this is exactly why I need to die - it is the only way I'm ever going to feel safe. I just feel so terrible about hurting my mum
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be a difficult situation to be in, in my case I would never feel guilty about freeing myself from this cruel and harmful existence that I was unfortunate enough to be burdened with that I could never be obligated to endure, the difficulty of suicide itself keeps me trapped here instead. I get that it's hard for other people dealing with those feelings but anyway I wish you the best.
 
DesperateOne

DesperateOne

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May 25, 2023
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Does anyone have any advise for overcoming guilt? I want to jump of a bridge, but every time when I get on the bridge, I feel so guilty thinking about my mum waking up the next day and realising that I'm dead. Last night I was on the bridge and someone must have seen me because the police showed up and this is exactly why I need to die - it is the only way I'm ever going to feel safe. I just feel so terrible about hurting my mum
Its so crazy to me how out of touch normies are. Majority would rather call the police and escalate the situation instead of approaching the CTB person themselves and using some empathy to talk to them.
 
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k7654321

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Oct 1, 2023
33
Its so crazy to me how out of touch normies are. Majority would rather call the police and escalate the situation instead of approaching the CTB person themselves and using some empathy to talk to them.
It just makes things so much worse, especially when you're getting dragged off by the police like you've committed a crime. Literally there is no difference in how they treat you with aggression and you end up handcuffed in a police cell
 

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