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sadidiot0328
I feel like I died long ago
- Jun 1, 2023
- 78
My friend had told me the other day he was proud of me for taking care of myself mentally and I became overcame with guilt. I haven't told anyone outside of here but I'm still suicidal. My friend would be destroyed if i committed suicide (we were in a pact together a couple years ago) but it doesnt make the thoughts go away. Theres my other friends and my mom who cares too. And I hate how I'm only alive for that reason alone. Sometimes I wish I had the power to wipe myself from everyone's memory so I could kms easily.