dogdrool
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- Dec 2, 2025
- 13
I went to feed my trio of rats today and found out that one of them is very sick. I can't help but blame myself, I neglected a lot of my responsibilities over the past month under the belief I would be soon dead, but they're always my top priority. I haven't done more than procrastinate a clean here or there. They're not my first rats and I got them because I thought that having something to keep me occupied and something that depended on me would motivate me to get up on days when I couldn't, and that has definitely been the case.
I guess I'm just making this so that maybe some of you will think of her. She's still alive, but she must have declined quite quickly as I check on them daily and she was fine last I saw her. So, I'm not sure if she will make it through the night. I honestly feel like a massive failure. Maybe if you all hope that she will make it, then she will.
We lost all 3 of our senior, family dogs over the past year aswell which was very unlucky. Pets are so amazing and pure and indiscriminate. It really does feel like some kind of punishment that they're all being taken away from me.
I guess I'm just making this so that maybe some of you will think of her. She's still alive, but she must have declined quite quickly as I check on them daily and she was fine last I saw her. So, I'm not sure if she will make it through the night. I honestly feel like a massive failure. Maybe if you all hope that she will make it, then she will.
We lost all 3 of our senior, family dogs over the past year aswell which was very unlucky. Pets are so amazing and pure and indiscriminate. It really does feel like some kind of punishment that they're all being taken away from me.
