guilt about relationship

[violetskies]

i love my girlfriend and we've been together for over a year. she's pretty much the only hope i have left but even then i still feel can't stop thinking about ctb. i don't want to leave her or put her through any pain by leaving, but i can't stop thinking about ending it all. i hate making her sad - she deserves all the happiness in the world. i feel like a terrible person for even thinking about leaving her. anyone else in this position?

 

[life-eternal]

I am in the same spot.

All the best.

 

[violetskies]

I am in the same spot.

All the best.

all the best to you too

 

[mortuarymary]

Same here.
I will just have to stay. I can't do it to him.